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Nov. 17th, 2008

West Wing -- Josh/Donna

Somewhat-early New Year's resolutions:

I will get myself onto a goddamn schedule.
I will go to bed early enough that waking up at 9 is feasible.
I will continue to take vitamins and work on a more balanced diet, with the help of my health-nut girlfriend <3
I will start going to the gym. FRANNY. WE WILL START GOING TO THE GYM.
I will make every effort not to go into freaking hibernation during the cold months.
Addendum: If I find myself going into hibernation, or just getting spectacularly depressed as I so often do in winter, I will DO something about it. Whether that be taking Provigil or buying a sun lamp or anything else -- I won't let myself fall apart.
I will not miss classes so much. For the most part, this semester, it's not such a huge deal if I miss. But the point is I feel like crap about myself when I do. Last night I was up till like 4 a.m hanging out with Franny and Chris, and it was totally worth it, but I overslept and missed my class and have been residing in a pit of self-hatred since then.
I will take my medication every day.
I will continue trying to avoid getting involved with poisonous, manipulative people. It's inevitable that I will have to put up with them now and again, but I will not allow them close to me or into my circle of trust.
I will get a job. This actually may not happen till February, since I go home in a month and I'm home for all of January, but when I get back, I will get a job -- hopefully with Concert Sound, Nora said they'd probably be hiring then.
I will stay the hell away from Oberlin Confessional, no matter how bored I get.
I will take care of myself. I want to be happy, damnit.

Sure, sure, the New Year isn't for a while yet, but these are changes I need to start making NOW.

It's snowing again today :) Lysander was absolutely incredulous when I told him. "Lysander, guess what, it's snowing here!"
Long pause.
"It couldn't."

Then he got mad because it's not snowing in Jersey. It's odd to have to appreciate snow for itself, and not for its snow-day potential because snow days almost never happen on campus. But it is beautiful. And kissing someone in the snow is really nice.
Which brings me to my final resolution: I will try not to screw up this relationship. I will try to be a decent girlfriend. I will not let it become a source of major stress for me.